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"Anorexia is exhausting, but fighting against it every waking moment for weeks, months or even years and feeling as though you’re achieving nothing – that is hard."

— “hard” doesn’t even begin to express the fight we face everyday :/

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I Know This Might Sound Horrible :’(…

…but, honestly… sometimes, it is harder for me to face other people’s Happiness than deal with my own Unhappiness :(.

This is A “Shout Out”…

…to the owner of the amazing blog who started following me the other day :)… as it won’t let me say “Thank You!” privately (via FanMail or Inbox)!

SO, here it is: Thank You so, so much for following my small blog (:!! You’re an amazing artist and I’m just more than honored…!!!!

I mean… what’s so amazing about ME :p?!

Red Roses. (Photo credits go to: Like Rocks In Riots).

Red Roses In A Carafe. (Photo credits go to: Like Rocks In Riots).

…from me to all my followers :-]…

"…and clenching your fist for the ones like us who are oppressed by the figures of Beauty, you fixed yourself and said: “Well, never mind… we are ugly, but we have the Music."

— Chelsea Hotel No.2 | Leonard Cohen (song for Janis Joplin).

Well… It’s May and it’s 23°C (73.4°F) in the house… yet I am shivering cold.

Being under-weight fucking sucks :(.

… Still from one of my favorite movies ever :). (Girls, Interrupted).

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I hate when people refer to anorexia and bulimia as “Ana” and “Mia”.

Me too <3. I cannot stand those two words anymore >.< … to the point that if my name was Ana or Mia, I’d rather CHANGE it.

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May Is Going To Be Tough.

There’s a whole shit load of blood tests and cardiological checkings comin’ my way *-* …

tidehead:

Samuel Bradley

I absolutely love this shot :).

Appointment With My Dietitian This Morning…

…I so wished for it to go well <3…

It’s been four months, now, since I got my last feeding IV… four.straight.months.

I am actually feeling a bit nervous about the way my appointment went this morning, ‘cause… even though I’ve been able to maintain ALL OF the weight I gained last Fall :-], I was supposed to put on some more weight by this time of the year :-/… but I actually have not. PLUS, they say my Ekg keeps being “not that good“…

One of these days they’re gonna kick me out of Treatment :( …

gonewithguilt:

If yall would like to help me out, please reblog this. I deleted my blog awhile ago and started a new one. I want to find everyone again. I’m an eating disorder recovery blog and “mumblr”. For some reason tumblr has disabled the anorexia recovery tag while I was gone but ed recovery and eating disorder recovery is still working. Anyways, trying to find all my friends! Please help! Thank you!

…Hola :)! That’s it (:! There she goes… the amazing Lacey is BACK <3!!

recovering-dreamer:

~ Just a reminder that 1200 isn’t a magical weight loss number, it’s actually the recommended calorie intake for a 6 year old ~

R.E.M.I.N.D.E.R. … <3…

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