CAN WE ALL TAKE A MINUTE AND JUST REALIZE that my long-awaited holidays in the mountains have started off with a fire in my apartment?! Literally. Our dishwasher went on fire *-* … so we had to call the firefighters and be evacuated.
At the moment, we’re not even sure we’ll be able to continue our holiday. COOL -_- .
I am SO ready to go!!
Luggage, bags and stuff? Check. My camera :)? Check. My old scrapbook for drawings (: …?! Check! My sister? Check ;). My besties contacts? Check. My therapists’ HELPLINES? Lolololol, check :p! My meds? Check. My Nutridrinks and my potassium + magnesium supplements? Check and check. My mountain equipment? Check.
… This brand new short haircut I got today? CHECK B-)!!!
What’s staying home: my.scale.
That being said: I guess I won’t be showin’ up / making posts that much over the next two - three weeks… (I just think that taking a little break from the Internet and blogging will do me good as well!) but I sure will be back (:!!
Take good care and stay safe you all my lovelies <3… and feel free to inbox me while I’m away, if you ever want to! I’ll be checkin’ out my mailbox from time to time X x x
LOVE YOU ALL!
…YAY! I haven’t got any new medical appointment scheduled until mid - August :)!! AND: I got permission from my whole Treatment Team to leave and spend a few weeks in the mountains!! I am SO freakin’ happy!
'Cause now I can finally let my Summer holidays begin (:!!!
Chamonix, I’m commmiiiiinnnggg <3…
made Me see Myself
.. A Voice once Stentorian
is now Again meek and muffled.
When I was looking With calm Affection
you were searching out My Imperfections."
— Oh Well | Fiona Apple
The Outdoor Swimming Pool.
By David Noble.
From the book “Our True Intent Is All for Your Delight: The John Hinde Butlin’s Photographs”
Amazing large format work. highly recommend the book if you can get your hands on it.
Literally lovin’ the colors balance (red - white - yellow - blue) in this shot!
Whoever said this was right ;p …
I have to say a big BIG THANK YOU to my beloved sister. Even if she’s struggling, she has found some strength to comfort me in these times of trouble.
Much love to her <3
It’s just the least I can do :’)!! Thank YOU for always being there, even when I least deserve it, he he ;) …!!! It’s my turn, now, to stand for you where you’ve always stood for me <3.
At The Hospital with My Sister for her CT Scan report.
Hard times ahead are irrevocably asking of me to be able to be there for my loved ones, so… basically: to be healthier and stronger than I am now <3.
Time to reprioritize things and be less self-centered :).
Can I have at least some summer break from all medical appointments please ~:-]…
… My weight is being stable :). Which, considering the (tough) way things are now, is good for so many reasons… yet this also means I still have not reached my Healthy Goal Weight… (I’ve still got 6 / 8 lbs. left to gain before I can call myself “weight restored”!)
Anyways. I got my meal plan slightly increased… and my Dietician now wants me to text her and keep her updated on how things are going every 3 days…! She also gave me some nutritional tips to treat my vitamin A and vitamin D deficiencies just through food, which I think is very cool of her :-]!
*… and the fight goes on B-) …*
— Pearl Jam, talking about the lyrics to Nothingman.
- - Exhibition: Robert Capa in Italy 1943 - 1944 - -
… Got to see this today =)! And, guys, it was a w e s o m e… such an impressive, poignant testimony of World War II… I’m so glad I was able to go <3!!
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My positive things for today (though it was a tough one):
1. Nobody died at my ward today!
2. I passed my Surgery exam (after work) and I’m a little bit more free.
3. Having chilled evening watching ‘Last Tango in Paris’ and ‘La Collectionneuse’.
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… let’s go spread some positivity then :-], Thank You dear <3!
Here you go: 1) I got to talk with both of my best friends! 2) I really liked the way my hair looked today (: … 3) Had enough concentration to go through a few pages of my summer reading, yay :)!!