Ok, so… did you eat today?

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Photography + Drawing = My Favorite Medicines.

At least, they do not make my stomach ache like this half - dozen venoms drugs I am supposed to take any, given day… “until I get better”.

- - > Looking forward to the day when I will be finally allowed to  T H R O W  them all away ;). < - -

Empty Tray.

…Did some drawing today :). <3

No One - And No Thing - Ever Makes Me Feel Worthless And Horrible The Way My Mother Does.

I mean… the way she acts, it’s like someone had kinda “programmed” her to  p u r p o s e l y  dismantle my self-esteem. She fuels my insecurities.

Today, she couldn’t even stand my haircut  >.<  …

It’s just SO HARD, for her, to like me “no matter what”. PERIOD. She only likes me “IF”… if I dress/look a certain way… if I fix my hair a certain way… if I tell the right words at the right time… if I keep my struggles and issues to myself… if I make friends with the right people… if I hide my fucked up past, so that she doesn’t have to feel ashamed because of me.

(- - > PSST, hey: don’t tell her, but there actually are a few people who like me just the way I am :p!).

(My own, happy) S c a c c i a p e n s i e r i.*

*When exposed to sunlight, it would gently, rhythmically nod its head from right to left… right to left… right to left… right to left… right to left… (:

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I’m afraid of losing weight, but also of gaining. I’m afraid of staying at this weight, and also about not staying at this weight. I’m afraid of moving forward, but also of giving up. I don’t know what I want.

This is  e x a c t l y  what I mean when I tell to people that “I am being stable“… *___* …

— Let’s keep fighting, girls. <3 —

(Source: slimsoundsole, via gone-with-guilt)

gone-with-guilt:

yall are the sweetest! Thank you!

…aww, don’t mention it :’).

You’re such an amazing fighter 8-)!!

hugoleomartinez:

sky ferreira by terry richardson 

I’m just loving the teardrop drawing that’s on her finger (: …!

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purgingmylifeaway:

i wi$h i wuz c00L. nun of da c00L tumBLar fam0uz peeplez evah talk 2 me th0ugh cuz im ~socially awkward and c4nT ev3n fuNcti0n lyke a “normal” p3R$0n 0nLiNE. c00L beanz. so imma b tALkin lyke dis cuz i has nuttin b3tt3r 2 do. 

Ah.. ah.. pretty much the same here… :D…

Oh, well… Uncool people are the coolest ones 8-).

- - > To all girls suffering from eating disorders out there <3 … check out this lovely video I found (:! It’s just SO touching and ironic at the same time :’)… it really moved me, so I thought I would share.

Thank You to the awesome Eating Disorders fighter Veggie Any for making it 8-)!

- Domani Si Sistemerà Tutto (*) -

(*) Tomorrow, e v e r y t h i n g  will settle down.

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(Lana del Rey).

(via lanadelreygifs)

- Good Thing, I Never Lost Sight Of My Passions :) -

(To anyone that’s reading: find out and cherish your own, true passions 8-)… they really are what’s gonna keep you going when tough times come, I swear <3 ).

stophatingyourbody:

Haters will hate, ignore them til they fade away !
www.Consentforselflove.tumblr.com

Photographer: www.ayoafriickaa.tumblr.com

BE BRAVE! JOIN THE BODY PEACE REVOLUTION!

(Psst, by the way: the above photographer’s blog is definitely worth checking out =)…!)

…Mom and Dad brought pastries from France :)…

Something special to sweeten my day <3. (Want some :p…?)

(Photo credits go to: Like Rocks In Riots).